Got up at 9. Took a walk outside. Then my socialworker visited me and played my CD's per laptop on my mp3-player. We went to Tonys, but we werent very hungry for potatoe-soup. I went to the butcher and ate fried potatoes. I bought a package cigarettes, which is normally way to expensive for me and I cant afford. But the hell with it. I love normal cigarettes. It was 6,30 Euro. Then visited Vincent. We just listened to music and he was reading the teletext. At home I arranged my furniture in a better way. Then I watched music videos. I had the very stupid insight to buy 2 vikings beer (which are 4 normal beer). And then I played the video "Like a rolling stone" by the rolling stones in a loop. I love Patricia Arquette in here. I love the deranged version of her. I've got much sympathy for the poor and fucked up. I called my man for crystal but he hadnt something there. And I had no money. So what. This was a crackpot idea. No, I dont do crystal. Its enough to afford my tobacco addiction. I think, I was manipulated by the video. So I drank two big vikings beer and the day was done. Vincent came by and brough chicken nuggets, a milk, potato chips. We started watching "Ghost in the Shell" with Scarlett Johannsson, but the quality was lousy. I smoked the whole package of cigarettes. At night I dreamt of Garte. I was bleeding like hell out of my vein and she rescued me. She left her mobile phone for me and said: "I love you."
A shitty day, but a day.
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